Exactly 1 year-Blog anniversaryyyy

Cannot believe....it's been exactly one year since the last time i post a blog up here....feel the need to have a say at the present.

The reason I stop using this space is that, This site cannot be accessed from China, where most of my high school friends were there...But hey, it ends up doesn't matter at all as they are not watching anyway....Plus, This site becomes a fantastic place for my secret facts here in Australia, because my mom cannot access here either!

Bad me. But Sometimes I just need somewhere to post my writings...Not to show off, but more like to express myself to this unknown universe on the net, so I know there always somewhere I can fit myself in in this small world. I'm looking for a sense of belonging to be honest. I need to be needed...and find somewhere sometime somebody I can committ to.

Anyway, big day today. Exactly one year of the last post here, and the first day of semester 2 of my 1st year study in Canberra. Cold city, very far away from other civilizations in Australia as well. Don't know if it's the right decision to come, I kept asking myself the question when I experienced a strong sense of missing in Febraury. Don't know if it's the right decision to stay, now I question myself for not transferring to Melbourne or Sydney....maybe, maybe not, I have a feeling to escape in time.

Expecting this sem. Make it fun.